Although the Malaysian Night 2008 was spetacular, I'm depressed by the fact that I am still undecided whether I should spend most time and energy into photojournalism than anything else... I know things won't always turn out well or "as expected" but sometimes I feel I'm trapped by the disconsolate mood that I think is caused by other egoists like me. I guess I should not even start thinking like this. And, I should be thankful to the fact that I am enjoying the oppotunity to learn and study many things here in U.S..